woop woop.
Dear lj my life is spiraling downward..
LOL jkjk but srsly everything is changing so quickly, that I'm getting the stress throw up feeling. I forgot how much I hate it. My grandma has been laid off, lu's dad was. And now everything feels rushed and I feel out of controll. Wtb. I want to move and everything because I'd we don't go lu won't go to school, and I want her to sooo bad TT_TT
Angsty post is angsty. Emo rokit feels sick. <3
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lu and i will be driving to texas at the end of febuary, then i will fly back after a few days, theeen i will either fly back down, or lu will fly up and we will get our stuff to texas!
im excited, and kinda nervous....
- Location:livingroom
- Music:The Dark Knight
how can "friends" call themselves such a thing when the basically stab you in the back? and put words in your mouth? and just generally do stupid shit when they know they are on the last chance they have as a friend?
well if anyone ever finds that out, let me know.
and maybe you'll keep some fucking friends around, when you grow a brain dumb fucking cunt.
your opinion doesn't matter. so don't bother.
- Location:bedrooom
- Mood:
chipper - Music:underoath
thisss weekend is going to rock so hard. ROCK MY FACE OFF!!! amazingly going to seattle for a second time and not going to a rave. its weiiird.
we were going to go and hangout with leech and franz and ramen. buuuut franz cant GO!!! so we're going up friday night staying fri/sat with ramen, also, her room mate works for mac, and you know. mac employees get a 60% discount, and she is nice and lets people use her discount. soooooo ROKITS GETTIN SOME NEW MAKE UP GUYYYYS!! there will be many pics. (eyeshadows:passionate, electric eeel*orclarity* and chrome yellow, studio fix foundation, and a brush) so im excited about that mess.
aaaannnnd then sunday, we are going to meet bugaboo and leech and go wandering around chinatown annnd capital hill! yaaaayyy
come and join us party party! lololol <33
also if you like trance listen to this masta: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fu
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
happy - Music:sayphonik/family guy
woot im gettin a new ipod! either the 16g yellow or the 8g touch...
probably the 16g yellow. cuz i havnt had a colored one and it holds 4000 songs instead of 1200.
and new headphones from skullcandy!!
aaaaannnnnnnnd going to start constuction. I NEED A FREAKIN FOOOOOT(for my sewing machine)
and more fabric cuz i can never have to much. ^___^
- Location:moms house, living room
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:thursday!
its amazing.
her name is franz. and we're 4 years apart but who's counting. ^___^
- Location:BATHROOM LOLLOLOLOL
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:sayponik.
tomorrow is halloween, and i dont think we are doing anything....i really want to go to bugaboos and go to the afterparty, but
that would cost money and i dont have that. cuz my job sucks. sup ross. lol oor walmsrt. either eay it would be better than slaters.
i think i might go back to sleep...if i can..
night
- Location:bed
DONT ANSWER A QUESTION YOU DONT KNOW THE ANSWER TO! HELLO!! fucking idiots. *eyerolls* lol
ahhh so possibly another member in our group to rule new york. which makes 5! so we can totally get a bigger apartment.
laa laa laa laaaa
hmm. applying to jobs tomorrow with lu and brandon. so we can gtfo. and so i can leave the dumbasses at slaters!!!! excited!!! ^____^
i was going to be like HEARS MY TWO WEEKS NOTICE. but as soon as i get a new job BYE BYE SUCKA.
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
determined - Music:uhhh paris hiltons new bff...
lu is dressing as Frank n. Furter from the ending scenes. and muffy is going to be Rocky or the guy in the wheelchair.
and i get to be Janet!!!!
AW FUCK YEAH!
bugaboo, you get to be brad. and leech you're the guy in the library!
- Location:living room
- Music:rocky horror picture show
leech told me about this program in new york. http://fitnyc.edu/html/dynamic.html
annnd i'm going to apply. lu and i have talked about doing what we say we are, and this program is pretty amazing. i'm going to do further research of course. but the prospect is amazing.
my grandma was watching something, and it showed fashion ave, and i was like. i could be there.
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:king of the hill lol
or get a new identity.
lets become new people. <3
i <3 allll
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:family guy
starting with aberdeen, and working our way up.
and then robbing people, so we can have money for
gas
and
shoes
and clothes
but mostly shoes.
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i was way to happy about that.................
- Location:moms house
- Mood:
blah - Music:nothin
- Mood:
calm
